Im a guy who loves to sit down and play my thoughts out through music, or evaluate life and people in general. I'm a 20 year old college student, but have come to a crossroads in my life. I am not motivated like i once was. All i really feel like doing is playing guitar or watching and/or reading guitar related matieral. I coming to the point where I have to make huge decisions about my life, and I do not feel ready. I still feel like a kid. I've been through alot of **** in my 20 years of life....I have been in love...I should of had a kid....I've been to jail...I was a drug dealer....I was a punk...now...well now I don't know what I am, but I enough exp. to get me through.