Ah thanks agreed. The magic will come, I love the magic... the calmness a guitar can bring, then playing something you feel was super cool, to the point you really want to share it with someone - that's what I"m going for.
But also, because of my arm, Instead of busting my *** with a home landscaping job - I'm watching a group of 4 people remove a patch of grass and level out a portion of ground for a little above ground pool. Something that would've taken me 3 weeks and not been done as good will be done in 1/2 a day... while I'm sipping a beverage with ice, being entertained watching what they do. Just took a bunch of aspirin, if my arm stops hurting I'll go play the guitar for them, I'm sure they'll love that.